Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Wont be active in msn...maple and blog for 2-3 weeks due to exam and certain reason..wish me goodluck in exam ya...^^
11:52 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
3:05 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Should i angry?? Should i sad?? Who i am to her if i angry?? When i saw her fb got 100 comments...the last few comments...really make me sad...she mention smth like bt u left me alone...>< This sentence really sensitive to me la...
What a sad thing...mayb u say i xiao qi?? But i really jealous marh...i care everything of urs...STRESS!!!!!!!!!
Love is like the wind...u can't see it..but u can feel it...I hope u can feel the wind of mine soon...
2:41 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Monday, October 26, 2009
Sad to hear that u tell me u skipping class tmr...haiz..make sure it wont affect ur result in the end..dun follow my steps..
Today nth special..later 4am got to wake up..b driver and go genting with my family..haiz..i m sure i will b tired coz till now i m still awake and hunting monster card for her..
Sometime i feel like saying I LOVE YOU to u loud and clear..but i worry u wont like it..so i choose to keep it in my heart...deepest part of my heart..and these 3 words will only for u..
GooDNighT!!
12:55 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Sunday, October 25, 2009
There are 23 reasons for u to accept my love to u...
1. I love you
2. I am the only one that can protect u in game and rl ^^V
3. U will feel 100% protected by me when i m around u
4. I am the only one that die tgt with u in sgB before
5. I will be there for u when u are sad and emo(willing to be ur sandbag)
6. My shoulder is broad enough for u to lay on forever
7. I m strong enough to carry u to anywhere u wan to go as we did before^^
8. I will be patient and stay with u forever
9. I am willing to sacrifice anything for you
10. I will give u a hug and support when u need me
11. I can make u laugh easily and i will make sure u wont have the chance to cry
12. Say bye bye to lonely when i am there with u
13. 1314 is the only number for us
14. You are the only one for me...without u...i will be lonely
15. Love u is my job...and i dunwish to lost my job..pls allow me to love u <3
16. You are my oxygen..i will suffocate if u leave me
17. You are the only one that make me smile
18. You will be my happiness for now and forever
19. I wont hurt u and betray u from now onwards till forever
20. I will worry everything about you
21. You are the only one that i will fit into my heart
22. I will treasure every moment with u from now onwards
23. And the last one...i know what 23 stand for^^ I love you
My love to u wont change although after 1 thousand years..and i can tell u that...u wont be able to know when my love to u will ended...coz it will nvr end
I love missiles a.k.a Amy Yap
2:45 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Haha...today i m happy coz she back to me in maple le...although it is juz maple..i m happy enuff le..at least she will remember me in her heart...i will jyjy to get her back in rl..as the 23 reasons i had mega out in game..i will do it..u will b happy with me and all the happiness will b surrounding u..
If you Have reason for loving someone,Then you are using your mind,
but if u love someone for no reason,then u are using ur heart,
and that is true love..i had told u that i love u for no reason...
2:27 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Today is the last day for my pre-u life...a sad day...i miss my classmates..after i woke up at 1130am..i rush to asiacafe to meet them...xD..after hanging for awhile there..we back to class for ESL..today lecturers nvr teach..we took pic with all the different subject's lecturers and we chat with each other...
Today is the 1st day i heard our accounting lecturer telling joke...lolz...sry teacher..i cant get ur joke>< Thx you teacher for teaching me so much within the year..thx for the patient u had given..and pls forgive me for my naive..
In this year..i learnt wad is life...i learn to b strong.i learn to b mature..i noe hw to handle alot of things..Although the time had passed..but i m sure i will miss u all..my frens..my classmates..my buddies and my brothers..we happy tgt..panic tgt when exam coming..we sad tgt..we crazy tgt...we drink tgt...we eat tgt..we sleep tgt and we chat tgt..i love u guys..xD....i m not gay..lolz..
I wish i will see u all soon again in the future..wish u all have a bright and successful future..friendship forever man!!!
12:23 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
AARRGGHHH!!!! 2 more days to the end le la...i miss kenny...i miss aaron..i miss jacky...i miss kar heng...i miss shaun..i miss carel..i miss shirl min and i miss the whole class(P1 of 2009)..i learnt alot of things from them..i enjoy my time with them..i love them..and i m sure i will miss them..
Early morning i woke up..receive a msg from xii4oapple mei...she call me to phone her..in the conversation..i only she very sienz in school...the wors 'sienz' she had been used for alot of times...lols..and i m blur coz i juz woke up..
Juz back from sunway..watched surrogate with hwang yang and ed...wakakaka...nice show..i wish i got 1 too..after that i phone her...know that she feeling not well...sobbbb..planning smth for her..^^V
After that have dinner with them in Wong Kok..the food there is nice..but cant full..haha..have a nice day..night!
4:27 PM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Ytd night nvr sleep well..coz of wad?? Her?? Exam?? I not sure..i only noe i phone her b4 i sleep..chat for 1 hour and 32 minutes..
In the conversation, i noe that thr is 1 guy name rex who phone her for more than 3 months le..luckily..he got a gf and they are still sweet..^^ But..thr is another buy who name ou yang?? think so..he phone her for roughly 1 and a half month..this person make me feel worry..he got the same attitude and same talking style as me..will him replace me in her heart?? T_T
Will u willing to b mine again and always??? What will b the answer?? It is still a questionmark..
Sry to yew
and derek if i got say wrong anything in game ytd night..i dunnoe wad am i saying and wad am i doing..i m blur..confusing..my temper is cover my eyes..sry
At night..i went to dinner with hoaimin and ed..i m finding a chance to take a pic of hoaimin to post in my blog..haha..she is my sao rou mei mei..a clever mei mei..
After that i went to 100 yen with ed to try some new dessert..the girl who work as cashier there quite cute...juz feel that she very cute and i nvr mean anything o...dun misunderstand >>>> to someone...
Thn i on maple and help yew(chaos) and derek in TT quest...sob..they were in diff map..so i need to move here and thr juz to hb them..in the end..i die in Path of Oblivion IV...and the stupid monster took away my 10%(80m exp)...heart pain sia..but is ok la..i nvr train and i m willing to help them..i m quite jealous others when see them in a sweet and lovely relationship..y i cant juz get a simple and sweet relationship??? Haiz..end of today..Goodnight...Gdluck to my frens in A lvl final tmr ya..especially to hwang yang..tze yen and neo...
11:40 PM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
i m stress..darn stress...exam coming and i dunnoe wad am i doing...so i give myself a can of beer...to sleep better..study is a sad thing for me..but..it is part of my life..must do it well..goodnight!
1:25 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
Monday, October 19, 2009
Today i skp my class for the whole day again...i slpt at 4am plus ytd night and i woke up at 4pm...exactly 12 hours...wasted half a day...after that i saw a msg from shirl min..she wan me to pass her sze mum books..ooppsss~sry ya..i really forgot i took ur books =x..hope u won't angry..shirl min buy me fried laksa when i pass her the books..i was wondering wad is it and hw to fry the laksa.
After i get the fried laksa, i walk to carel house to pass her the fried laksa and eat with her. Stupid shirl min wan me to walk so 'far' to pass the food..=.=''
At ard 8pm plus..i went to face to face to eat ban mian with ed. The ban mian thr is really nice..i hope i wont addict to it. After dinner i went to get my photostat stuff which cost me Rm21.70..although it is quite exp buy i hope it really can help me in my final..final getting nearer and nearer and i getting nervous and nervous..
After on maple awhile to MyB with my frens..i choose to finish my blog for today b4 i start my revision..have a nice day my frens and Happy Mapling...
11:06 PM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y
At 1st..i hate blogging coz i dunnoe wad to type...and i m lazy to type so so so many of words...but i found out..it is quite funny and happy when i view other's blog...haha..juz viewed seina's and my xiao nuer's blog...so i choose to start a blog to express my feeling and share my happiness with my friends
1:22 AM ..Yew..GoODB0Y310` Y